Complicated

FMHS or Kuching is complicated nowadays.

complicated relationship - buddy vs bf & gf , fren vs enemy ?

complicated lecture - GIT vs CNS vs physio quiz vs elective 1

complicated bahaviour - masking effect vs real person , A personality vs B personality

complicated lifestyle - attend lecture vs movie time vs tzu chi time vs dinner in Hilton/rajah court vs DoTA vs badminton vs drinking ....

complicated mind - simple thing ---> complicated

complicated weather - hot vs haze

complicated people - who took my wallet !!!??

How to live in such a complicated place ?
I want to run away ...far far away
go to my home and .... sleep .
Hv a nice dream n dun want to wake up ...
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......
Sigh .

#Looking forward for the Physio Quiz , for both teams , GAMBAte !!
For UNIMAS n for ourselves !
For our free trip to KL !!! I want 5 days 4 nites !! Hahaha #

Reality

IS real man... a lot of things happened unexpectedly.
at this threshold of new era, 21 yrs old which is not very far away.
Looking back at the primitive ages ,
life is like a white paper with just a few crude black lines.

the medical school give me an eraser , open up my new perspective.
my parents n sisters give me a few colour pencils ,
and i started to draw on that new paper.
my friends give me a sharpener,
which make my drawing nicer n smoother.
tzu chi give me a sample of drawing,
which i should try to follow but i just follow a bit.

Changes happened along wif the increasing age,
after one year , i know tat i hv changed a lot.
untill sometimes i hv to ask myself Qui suis-je.

I am always aiming for flying high above the other ppl
but now , looking at the reality, i hv to confess n obey.

It's good to flying along wif other ppl rather than flying alone.
At least together wif someone who u care ,who u always thinking of；
flying across the oceans and mountains...

i m still waiting...